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I tried to talk him out of O.D’ing… I sat there for atleast an hour.. Talking to him trying to get him to understand that if he gives it time things would’ve been different with her.. That I’d been where he was feeling down, rejected, unwanted, unloved, singled out…. an yet you text me to tell me that you snorted the whole bag… That your heart was racing.. For me to come pick you up…. The rage i have towards you… My alleged “friend”.. I cannot find the words to explain to you how betrayed i feel.. How furious i am at this exact moment in time.. And even after me being there for you and trying to help you, you still expect me to help you again! But me, being the soft, kind hearted human being i am i still tell you what you need to do. An yet you tell me you will do that and you expect me to trust you… The last time i trusted you to make the right decision you lied straight to my face! Leaving me to think that you’d be alive if i left you alone.. But yet here we are.. Me waiting for the tones to drop for a male calling 911… An yet nothing… So you call me! An expect me to understand why you couldn’t, but yet you say you understand why Iam sooo furious! so i sat at a rail road crossing… Waiting… Yelling… Enraged.. Livid.. Barely making sense of the so called sentences coming out of my mouth… An yet i bestowed the truth of how i felt at that moment with one breath.. yelling that if i actually picked you up i wouldn’t be calling 911 because you OD’ed…but because I wouldn’t be able to hold myself back from releasing every shred of disgust i feel towards you right now… So you feed me more, uttering that your going to do it this time. That you’ll call me when you get to the hospital.. Expecting me to believe you this time as well.. Pulling out front of my house and giving you the last piece of my mind to hear you trying to get me to understand that you know how furious i am…. If you knew how furious i am… You would’ve called the first time… But thank you for showing what our friendship means to you..

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15th May 2013

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IT’S BACK

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I can’t breathe omfg

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OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL DID i JUST WATCH?

I lost it at the elderly woman.